i am sure that my frequent blogging is going to arouse a list of questions from folks around me, but i just dont care! there are things that they do and i dont! so, i guess if this is what makes them envious of me, let it be that!
i dont go out dating any guy i come across nor do i waste time chasing silly and mindless serials,i still remember how people honoured the mysterious sagas of the "bold and beautiful" or"santa barbara"(possibly ekta was too tender to start a sequel series of never ending stories).
anyways, the blog is not meant for that!
i am very much of a private person and would love to maintain my privacy at any cost.this also calls for another segment of my nature which is selective selection of people i am with or i get proximal to.but, these days i am in a dicey situation, the reason being one of my 2 close friends has announced that she would only want an NRI as her husband which means that she would be at a distance of 7 seas from me.
now, the situation is dicey as i would sound selfish and nasty if i pray that she should not get a husband who's an NRI and i would sound really untrue to my self if i say that it would not affect me if she goes away.
she is vital to me, may be we are different in a lot of ways but she is someone to whom i dont need words to do the talking, our expressions do the needful.
now, it would bewilder a lot of people that its not as distant as that and i can always go abroad, whats the big deal? but, it is a dead big deal!
i dont go out dating any guy i come across nor do i waste time chasing silly and mindless serials,i still remember how people honoured the mysterious sagas of the "bold and beautiful" or"santa barbara"(possibly ekta was too tender to start a sequel series of never ending stories).
anyways, the blog is not meant for that!
i am very much of a private person and would love to maintain my privacy at any cost.this also calls for another segment of my nature which is selective selection of people i am with or i get proximal to.but, these days i am in a dicey situation, the reason being one of my 2 close friends has announced that she would only want an NRI as her husband which means that she would be at a distance of 7 seas from me.
now, the situation is dicey as i would sound selfish and nasty if i pray that she should not get a husband who's an NRI and i would sound really untrue to my self if i say that it would not affect me if she goes away.
she is vital to me, may be we are different in a lot of ways but she is someone to whom i dont need words to do the talking, our expressions do the needful.
now, it would bewilder a lot of people that its not as distant as that and i can always go abroad, whats the big deal? but, it is a dead big deal!
i would not want to settle abroad forever and not now atleast for personal reasons.
on the other hand, a new chapter has just commenced in my life and "distance" is the problem there too!
well, why god? why me?
i cant do anything selfish and at the same time cant even accept things so easily.well, i am practical but then who said i dont have emotions and sentiments:what the heck? i just have to get over them, time and time again i have done that with help of some necromancer! i will do it agin, this time its going to be very tough,but just wish me luck so i can conquer my impracticable inefficiencies soon!
TFC
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